You know, I think that as time has gone on, I've become a much quieter person. I mean in general. Not around people I know, necessarily, but I suppose it's true there. I let myself close myself off a lot. Honestly, I can't decide if it's a bad thing or not. Maybe it's better that I talk to less people now. I mean, comparatively, I'm much happier than I was in high school. I don't have the drama. But on the other hand, I also don't have a similar number of friends, so I guess it's only logical.
Maybe I've gotten more selective in who I associate with. Or maybe I'm just too shy to put myself out there.
Another interesting (or not so interesting?) fact: I have way less human contact. Like, hugs. I really don't even hug all of the people I was close to in high school anymore when I see them. In a sense, I think it's because of Duluth. I spent so much of my time alone. The only person I ever saw besides my family when I came home was my boyfriend. I guess it's not all that surprising, but it's a little odd to consider. I'm fine with it, for the most part. In a sense, it does make me a little sad. Or nostalgic. Something.
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