survival.

I think that this college transfer was probably one of the best things that I could have done for myself. It's odd though. Compared to last year, so far this all feels so much more... real. I don't know how to explain it. But, it does.

I've survived the public bus system without any trouble whatsoever, thankfully. Really, it's not so bad. I don't mind it all that much (so long as I have music with me). I have to admit, I'm proud of myself. I don't really know many people here, which isn't really a change from last year. Still, I feel at ease. Hopefully, the friendships will follow. Bur right now, I'm okay. I completely okay.

My classes are good. I have 3 architecture courses: Architectural History to 1750, Design in the Sociocultural Context, and The Designed Environment. I also have a class that fulfills my biology requirement called Biogeography in the Global Garden. So far, none of the classes seem too intense to handle. I'm looking forward to them, for the most part.

Let's hope this turns out to be a good year. I have some faith.

♥ S.

just cry, you need it.

Cry for the boy that they wouldn’t leave alone,
Cry because you never stood up to them.
Cry for fear of repetition of the past,
Cry because you can’t do a damn thing about it.
Cry for the future and its unknowns,
Cry because you’re already doing all that you can.

Cry for yourself and everyone else.